Lately

Lately I have been very into myself.

I got back my confidence about 50%, and it's just going to get better.

I am trying to study but there is just too many things to do.

Got sales target to achieve and so on.

I didn't know I had to learn how to relax.

I have been experiencing amazing beautiful feelings lately, but spending more time with myself.

I am trying not to spend too much time outside, I get so distracted easily.

Have been trying to lose some weight, it seem to go well, for now.

My face has been clearer, from pimples.

I am enjoying reading and listening to tingling music.

I don't quite feel like writing anymore, not sure in the future.

I wondered how I could spend so much time researching and pouring my analytical thoughts out on certain issues.

I have written a lot of stuff, trust me.

But I left them in my drafts.

Because I don't really want people to see what I am really thinking and doing lately.

It's okay to hear what people has to say if it's constructive and can promote my growth,

But the ones blabbering are the ones barely my level,

And I appreciate our friendship more than the intellectual debates that they aren't even capable of.

It's really insecure you know?

Like people try to catch your points and try to put you down with it?

Especially some of my close friends lately, whom tried so hard to judge me.

Really turns me off.

I rather not say anything.

I am very comfortable now.

I am trying to pull myself away from negative, immature people.

Strong people with strong standing with valid moral values are hard to find these days.

Contradicting people are everywhere.

Well, I am not practically against the world.

There are still some very good friends.

Oh well.