Know

I would know it.

When I know it.

Goals (October-December 2010)

Three more months then new year would come. I have to achieve something by then so I can look back and see what have I done for the year 2010. Then, welcome 21st birthday.
Below are goals and if I fail to achieve them, I would find it hard to forgive myself when the new year greets me.

1. Flawless Skin.
2. 47kg.
3. Earn at least rm10k this 3 months.
4. GPA 4.0 for this coming short semester.
5. Get a credit card.

It's always easy to set goals but I am a very realistic and practical person as well.
How to achieve:

1. I have already spent a bomb on treatments and facial products from New York Skin Solution. Sleep early, eat as little oily, spicy and fried food as possible. More fruit juices and vegetables.
2. Go to gym at least 3 times a week.
3. Come up with a new holiday package plan for students to improve on their karangan and essays. Continue with my loans and insurance.
4. Try to attend all classes. Finish tutorials, extensive study about the subject and no last minute work.
5. Ask boss to open EPF account for me while I deposit a regular amount of my pay this 3 months.

Now that I have posted this. I have to be serious.

Happily Ever After?

Broken

Things have been going bad for me lately. Especially these 3 months.
I got my heartaches, both my cars broke down
and worst of all, my pimples keep breaking out.

Fancy having depression right before exam. Fancy having angry clients calling.

I wished I could just sleep and not do anything.

Gah...part of life. Maybe it's just bad luck the ghost month is bringing.

So what does a girl do when she is under extreme depression?

She cuts her own hair.

Or go for a haircut.

Because she needs a change.

This is what girls usually do, isn't it?

That willingness to give up the long hair, which they once felt proud of.

And now chopping it off.

Because as much as how beautiful it is, it carries a burden

Hoping that she can leave her old self behind.

And live as a new person again.

I had a haircut today.

Kinda short.

Goodbye my long brown curly hair.

And I look awful.

Sigh.

(I am not going to upload photos, if you really wanna see, make an effort to see me LIVE)

Special You

One of the reasons why I loved you so much because you're so rigid that girls don't understand you...Hahaha...

Things I would love to do with the man I love.

Four things I would love to do with the man I love :

a) Build a business empire

b) Watch indie movies together

c)Ballroom Dancing

d) Sex on the beach

Breakups

Breakups are horrible things to happen.



How would most probably a dumper feel :
a) Relieved. Off the burden off his/her back. Sense of freedom.
b) Confused. Always wondering whether decision made is right or wrong. Sometimes when this dumper is threatening for breakup, the one being dumped simply agrees and walks away.

How being dumped feels like :
a) Sad- You wonder if there is still chance of getting back together. And you constantly blamed yourself of all the things you could have done to save the relationship.
b) Relieved. Because you found someone more interesting.