Call Me When You're Sober

I felt your head weighing on my shoulder;

You said words; fierce words that only showed your pain,

I was addicted.

I took a pen and started drawing clouds,

I took your hand and see no faults,

That rhythm of my heartbeart is what you've caught

One moment when I woke up,

I can feel not only one hand,

Few hands that hold my throat;

I can't breathe and soon enough;

I was addicted.

Soon you disappear;

With the drug you took away with you;

The cloud I drew grew heavy;

And soon; it poured down all my dreams;

I watched as it shatters on the ground

As I lay here, soaking wet

Couldn't differentiate between the rain and tears on my face;

Couldn't feel anymore hands on my throat;

I found peace

I laid my head on your strong chest;

And hear no heartbeat;

There, I found peace...

You never needed me;

And I kept coming back to you;

Because all you have is all I ever need;

Peace, serenity, passion

I feel light-weighted;

You took a pen and started drawing clouds;

I smiled as how these clouds never seem to stop forming

I smiled not because I was laughing at your dreams

I smiled because you took my hand

Encouraged me to pick up the pen again

You laughed at my bubbles;
I poked fun at your giggling clouds..

They don't understand

That is this real.