Types Of Relationships

1. SURVIVAL RELATIONSHIPS. These exist when partners feel like they can't make it on their own. Thechoice of a partner tends to be undiscriminating, made out of emotional starvation&emdash;almost anyone available will do.This involves relating at its most basic: "Without you I am nothing; with you I am something." The survival involved may be physical as well as emotional, including the basics of finding shelter, eating, working, and paying bills. For example, a drug addict may be connected with a rigid, regimented partner who holds things together. In such a connection, the desperate quality of my choice is based more on my needs than on what you actually can offer me.

Since we are likely to have few shared interests or complementary qualities, there's little positive "glue" to hold us together when our relationship comes under stress. With each of us trying to get the other to provide what we're missing, our union is likely to be a symbiotic, desperately clinging one. Often the relationship is subtly or openly hostile and abusive. One partner or both may be actually afraid he or she could get killed for talking about the partner's drinking or drug addictions or other problems, or for behaving in a way that appears to threaten the relationship. Such fears may have a basis in reality. Relationships where one partner physically abuses the other are often of this kind. Partners may be desperate for caring, or they may be overwhelmed by any sign of caring and not know how to receive it. In the latter case, the desperation may be just to have another person around to provide some kind of contact, order, routine, or even an opponent for fights and arguments.

As a result of the desperation for contact and fear of losing it, partners tend to have a very fuzzy sense of their personal boundaries. Their contact is characterized by "confluence," in Fritz Perls' terms, in which it is unclear where one leaves off and the other begins, with considerable projection of the needs of each onto the other and introjection of the other's definitions of oneself. Often partners think in terms of what the other person wants them to want, and are out of touch with what they themselves want. They may have little tolerance for independence and aloneness, and "go everywhere together and do everything together." Instead of taking care of their own needs, they resent the partner for not taking care of their needs. The tiniest flicker of independence can be perceived as a threat. Even going into an ice cream parlor and asking for strawberry ice cream can be perceived as threatening if both of them have always ordered chocolate. Strong feelings of insecurity tend to play a central role.

Despite all this, they are getting something out of it. The connection feels better than being alone or institutionalized. Since the partners are so afraid to be alone, when they leave one relationship for another, they tend to make sure there's someone else to jump to before they let go of the person they've been with, or make a quick impulsive choice of a new partner. Since the partners tend to be very dependent personalitis, or "relationship junkies," co-dependency is often a dominant feature of such connections. (Co-dependent relationships can also exist at more sophisticated levels. A person may not feel his or her emotional survival intensely threatened, but the partner can be perceived as an anchor in one's life without whom one is rudderless and lost. This is very common and is often an element in a number of the other relationship types described below.)

Therapy with a survival relationship is likely to begin with looking at how the other person is "right" for you. What needs are they fulfilling? How was your existence at the point where the other person came into it? How can you develop more self-support in areas where you're depending on the relationship for support? How would your life be without this person? How well were you functioning when you met him or her? Sometimes the ending of such relationships is a sign of growth by one person or by both. Even when that's the case, the relationship may end in a hostile way that is at least emotionally destructive and at most physically violent.

2. VALIDATION RELATIONSHIPS. A person may seek another's validation of his or her physical attractiveness, intellect, social status, sexuality, wealth, or some other attribute. Sex and money are especially common validators. In response to a sexually unsatisfying relationship, a person may choose a new partner with whom sexuality iscentral: "I was afraid it was me, that I was frigid or something, but my new lover and I have wonderful sex." Many teen-agers and young adults who are looking for a sense of identity form relationships based on physical

or sexual validation. The packaging tends to be very important: physical beauty, sharp clothes, a cool carthe package of romantic images which fit the reference group the person wants to be a part of.

These relationships are always a little insecure: "Does she like me, or not?" There are theatrics and acting-out designed to get the other person to pursue you. Since the partners are immature, there is enormous tension and constant testing: "Do you really love me?" One small act can be everything, a source of tears and anguish, despite everything else the partner has done all week. (This element can also occur in other types of relationships.) Each partner can be looking for a different kind of validation. An older professor who takes up with an attractive young student may want physical and sexual validation, while the student wants intellectual validation.

As the relationship continues, one person may continue to require validation while the other starts

wanting something deeper. When this happens, both partners are apt to feel betrayed, empty, and angry. For example, the man may discover that the beautiful woman doesn't give him

what he thinks she's going to. He grows hungry for real contact, while she still wants to be the queen and have endless large parties. One of the sources of validation they originally had in common has broken. Or the woman who wants security marries money and discovers that even though she's rich, she still feels anxious and threatened. The money doesn't do what she thought it would.

A validation relationship can further the valuable goal of shoring up a person's self-esteem in areas where he or she has felt inadequate or doubtful. When that has been done, and the partners begin to be able to give themselves some of the validation they relied on the other person for,

the question which begins to emerge is, "How much do we have in common besides the validating item? Where else can we go in the relationship? Can we find other sources of connection besides the surface personality traits and social roles that originally brought us together?" When an older man marries a beautiful trinket, if that's all she is, the relationship may not have a promising future. But if she's a thinking person beneath the facade,the relationship may develop. If, for example, she was raised in a family with "the beauty" as her role, but is intelligent as well, there are possibilities. She may begin to play an important role in his business, or develop her own abilities in a way which makes her a more broadly interesting or useful partner.

If no deeper basis for connecting materializes and the partners drift apart, there is a strong chance that the needs for validation have been met and the partners have begun seeking something different. At that point, the relationship has done its work. The partners have learned to validate in themselves the qualities they were insecure about and they are ready to connect along other dimensions.

3. SCRIPTED RELATIONSHIPS. This common pattern often begins begins when the partners both are just out of high school or college. They seem to be "the perfect pair," fitting almost all the external criteria of what an appropriate mate should be like. The marriage involves living out their expectations for the roles they learned they were supposed to play. He has the "right" kind of job and she is the "right" kind of wife and they have the "right" kind of house or apartment or condo in the "right" place. Their families think it's the perfect match. These relationships are intended to be for the long haul. They are often very child-focused. Everyone is getting raised at the same time: The parents are growing up while they're raising the children.

A variation of this theme is the career-oriented couple, where the career takes the place of the child. They may have a child too, but the career is the primary focus. Often there is also still heavy involvement with the family of origin, calling mom or dad at least once a day. Big

holidays are stressful because they can't even please themselves, much less everyone else on both sides of the family. They become days of obligation rather than holidays.

In these relationships differences often take the form of power struggles. Endless arguments develop about everything: how to maintain the illusion of perfection to family and friends as well as how to handle their own feelings and inclinations. This often turns into a pattern in which the issue isn't really the matter at hand but rather who "wins." A mistake one person made ten years ago is still brought up today. Sexual attraction and involvement may suffer as a by-product of the power struggles and the difficulty in talking to each other in intimate ways.

Don and Carol were seen by all as "right" for each other. Like both their families, they became upwardly mobile. Cheered on by all their friends, they were classic "Yuppies" during the 1980s. After Don successfully moved into politics, his jeans became expensive suits, and Carol's

business success gave her options for exploring the material world with a vengeance. They argue over everything. While both are monogamous, they are almost celibate. To those observing from outside the family, they are almost an inspiration.

In this kind of relationship, everyone can end up "invisible." The wife may be invisible to the husband, with his focus on career and kids. (In a two-career family the reverse can also be true). The husband may be invisible to the wife, with her focus on the children and her community interests. The children are invisible because their primary role is to serve as projections of the parents' needs and expectations, and anything that doesn't fit those expectations is squelched. As long as the roles fit both partners' expectations, the relationship works. When someone takes a step toward breaking out of an expected role, often the partner views it as a major threat and a power struggle ensues.

In these relationships, partners tend to get stuck in old patterns. They don't try new things, don't find a way to discuss where to go on vacation. They may divorce in their forties after twenty-five years of marriage, often because when the kids are gone, so is most of what held them together. Endings in these relationships tend to be heart-wrenchingly painful and destructive: "There's twenty-six years of my life going down the drain!"

Whether these people split up or shift to more effective ways of relating is likely to depend on how many points of contact they have. If they split up, it's likely to involve an extramarital affair, because the system provides no opportunity for talking about the relationship. When partners start letting go of their tight hold on their scripts and expectations (especially the expectation that "my way is the right way and I wish you'd just recognize it," a scripted relationship may move toward becoming an acceptance relationship or an individuation/assertion relationship, as described below. As these couples start learning to listen, to disclose their deeper feelings, to negotiate, and to compromise, they can provide room for each other to develop and value individual identities. This includes learning to pursue their individual interests, such as fishing for him and tennis for her, and then coming together to share common concerns and pleasures, such as going out together tonight and taking the

kids to the park tomorrow. Partners often find solutions to their conflicts when they begin letting go of stereotyped ideas about who has to do what. Perhaps he likes cooking but is all thumbs

around the house, while she's handy with tools and tired of being locked into the woman's role.

Partners in these relationships need to look at all the things they've wanted to do in life but haven't, because it didn't fit their stereotypes about themselves and their expectations about

their partners. They need to learn to communicate at an emotional level, to disclose their feelings and listen to those of their partner. They may need to learn to work less and play more.

4. ACCEPTANCE RELATIONSHIPS.
This is what many of us thought we were getting into when we entered a relationship, including many people in the three categories above. In an acceptance relationship we trust, support and enjoy each other. And within broad limits, we are ourselves. But each of us has a good sense of which aspects of our personal selves lie outside those limits. I find ways to restrain myself from pushing those limits that erode your trust, strain your enjoyment, and weaken your support for me.

When our expectations are not overwhelming, when the differences between our interests and inclinations are not too dissonant, and when our combative instincts are not too strong, a scripted relationship can evolve into an acceptance relationship. When there's enough growth to keep us together and our insecurities allow for honest reassurances, a validation relationship can also evolve into an acceptance relationship. Valerie says, "Eventually Dave and I both realized we didn't have to be phony as our major priority. We found much in common, and now we give and receive a lot with each other."

5. INDIVIDUATION-ASSERTION RELATIONSHIPS.
These relationships are based on the assertion of each person's wants and needs, and on respect for the other person's process of personal growth. Often they are focused on partners' struggles with what is missing or lacking in terms of self-discovery, becoming whole, and developing their potentialities. They require each person's acknowledgment and appreciation of their differences.

For many couples, in the nineteen-eighties and -nineties this pattern took the place of the acceptance relationship as an ideal. It includes elements of an acceptance relationship, but the roles are more flexible and the boundaries more permeable. Partners actively encourage each others' creativity and growth in new directions, and encourage the partner to pursue personal interests with which they themselves have little connection.

On vacation, if they have three weeks, they may do separate things for a week, then get together for the final two. Partners in these relationships tend to appreciate differentness, thereby opening up the range of people that they can connect with. Although the partners often look very different on the outside, on the inside their processes for handling conflicts and problems may be similar. The "working through" process in these relationships demands an ability to tolerate ambiguities. As partners develop goals and resolve problems, they need to have enough flexibility to deal with issues without getting locked into their "positions." They need to be open to finding new solutions rather than holding onto some fixed, and often unstated, concept of how things should be. It's not a major issue when one person doesn't want to follow an old program, such as what to do on Easter. They're willing to wait and discover how their feelings evolve rather than program most goals in advance.

For some couples in other forms of relationships, it's easier to move into an acceptance relationship, while for others it's easier to move into an individuation/assertion relationship. In a scripted relationship where partners have very different interests but genuinely care for each other, loosening the role expectations and creating space for each person to follow his or her own pursuits is one way to step out of chronic power struggles.

THE FIVE COLLATERAL PATTERNS

These patterns tend by their nature to be more transient than those described above, lasting from a few

weeks (or with pastime relationships, sometime as little as one night) to a few years. When one lasts longer, it is likely to evolve into one of the forms described above.

6. HEALING RELATIONSHIPS. These liasons follow periods of loss, struggle, deprivation, stress, or mourning. Participants typically feel wounded and fearful. They need

Tender Loving Care badly, and at the same time need to undertake some reassessment of themselves and their ways of relating. They don't have to be at the same place at the same time in their own growth and development, and frequently they aren't. By external criteria the partners may appear to be misfits, sometimes greatly so. The lack of fit may involve age, with twenty or thirty years difference between them. It may involve I.Q., like the brilliant woman lawyer with a ski instructor who's not too intellectual. It may involve sexual attitudes and experience, based on recent or ancient traumas, or on a questioning of old attitudes.

Physical distance is common in healing relationships. One woman who divorced after ten years of marriage got together with an out-of-state ex-professor whose wife had died. Her friends disapproved, insisting that "it'll never go anywhere," but at the time it was exactly what they both needed. They were together for about two years, sharing that stage of their lives.

A white woman reports, "I had a healing relationship with a black man. We provided each other with badly needed support and had some very good times together. After a while the differences became bigger than the things we had in common. He re-met a childhood sweetheart, married

her, and I sold them my bed."

Couples in these relationships tend to talk about the past a lot, about the struggle or loss that preceded their own relationship. Often they go over and over it, reliving it on different levels as they try to understand and come to terms with it. Gentleness, support, and comfort rather than great passion characterize such relationships. They are usually play-oriented rather than work-oriented, with plenty of recreation, trips together, and other ways of indulging each other. If the relationship ends rather than moving into a different form, the ending tends to be supportive rather than traumatic, perhaps as a gradual growing away from each other.

Sometimes a person may have two or three different healing relationships at once. Also, although most healing relationships are symmetrical, sometimes one person is healing and one is experimenting or transitioning, as described below.

7. EXPERIMENTAL RELATIONSHIPS. These are "trying it out" relationships. A man who has always chosen partners emotionally similar to his mother, for example, may try

being with someone very different. The intention is to find out how to relate to someone like this person, and what a such a relationship is like. That can open a door to finding new ways of behaving with others, and perhaps to discovering little-known sides of oneself and allowing them to grow. Dating relationships often have this quality of exploration. When two people in an experimental relationship make a connection that clicks, it may evolve into one of the dominant forms. Or an experimental relationship that almost clicks, but not quite, may influence what a person looks for in the next partner.

8. TRANSITIONAL RELATIONSHIPS.
In these, the relationship is a cross between the old and the new, between patterns that drove you crazy and others that you were changing. This lets us handle the old issues and conflicts in new ways without the gut-grinding of the old relationship. At the same time, we can try new ways of being and relating. It's a good place to practice for a long-term relationship that's healthier than the one that preceded it. Occasionally it may evolve into one.

For instance, a woman whose first husband lied to her constantly, forcing her to rely on her intuitive sense of what was really going on, became involved with a man who was basically honest but whose love of drama led to exaggeration. In the past such exaggeration would have

enraged her, but she allowed herself to discover that in the areas that counted, he was honest.

If one person gets hooked heavily into the old patterns or falls into the same old addictions as in the previous relationship, this stops being a transitional relationship and becomes the same kind as the one that came before it. It may become a transference relationship, as described below.

When both people in a transitional relationship have worked through what they needed to, such a relationship can end in a relatively caring and efficient way.

9. AVOIDANCE RELATIONSHIPS.
This pattern may involve people who protect themselves against any deep intimacy with others or any full contact with their own deeper feelings. Or it may involve people just coming out of a relationship who are afraid of still more of the painful feelings of loss, mourning and failure that often accompany splitting up. Or both. A history of past loss of a parent, other family member, partner, or close friend by abandonment or death, and the fear that "If I get too close to this person it will happen again" is a common part of the pattern. The defining quality is that the partners choose someone with whom they can avoid the feelings or patterns of behavior that they want to stay away from.

In some cases, the partner in such a relationship may be someone who doesn't fit into the rest of a person's life. For example, he doesn't introduce her to friends or business associates. There may be a heavy emphasis on sex as a way of suppressing the painful feelings. Self-disclosure

is likely to be low and mistrust (of oneself, the other, or both) high. Often the beginnings and endings are abrupt.

After the trauma of his "idyllic" marriage of ten years exploded in his face, Jim kept a continuing series of avoidance relationships going for almost fifteen years, until he finally allowed himself to trust enough to open up in a fuller way again.

10. PASTIME RELATIONSHIPS.
A pastime relationship is essentially recreational;for fun and games;and is identified as such. Although some hopes may attach themselves, expectations seldom do. A summer romance is likely to be a pastime relationship. In most cases, circumstances make it unlikely that the relationship will be an enduring one. Passionate, delightful, and tender while it lasts, there's no expectation that it should be more than that. The dominant mood and theme is "going with it fully for all of what it is."

New Year 2012

Today, the last day of 2011.

I am going to stop here and reflect.

Then, tomorrow, move on and try not to look back.

In comparison to last year, this year is pretty amazing.

It could be one of the best years in my life.

The year I turned 21.

The year which I experienced so many things,

And an indication of I am growing up.

Stepping in slowly in adulthood.

Here are my reflections:

1) I am more controlled of my emotions now. I do not blabber when I am nervous or upset. I learnt to withdraw and process quietly the situation then take necessary measures. If a problem cannot be solved, I move on.

2) I have gained back all my self esteem. Even better than before. Past experiences had made me stronger and immune towards certain situations. I do not necessary need to seek for someone's approval to make decisions now.

3) I finally got off my braces. :)

4) I love my curly hair. And this is the hair I am going to wear for life.

5) I finally quit my job at the bank. And no more as an insurance agent. I felt so much better, so free. Sales is not for me.

6) Finance is not for me too. I do not see myself working in this field.

7) Found my true passion; psychology, training, counselling, writing, and human resource. These are the things I would never get bored of.

8) I have really awesome friends. And I am really thankful. I think this is the peak of my life where I will have the most friends. Thank you so much my UTAR mates, my best friend Joanna and the other groups of friends whom sincerely cared for me.

9) I finally left my intoxicated relationship. Should have left and never gone back before, but now I can see things in a very clear matter. I felt angry and confused at first but now, I feel nothing. It was once a relationship where people, even myself perceived to be a fairytale but let's not let this blind faith lead us to actually living the life we want and to become who we really want to be. I wish us all the best as we take on our separate ways. It requires strength to hold this long, but greater strength is required to let go. But I have no regrets whatsoever.

10) I am no longer a relationship or a love addict. Relationships is something you get into, with someone you really like, not out of "standards" or how you want to be treated like. Boyfriends and girlfriends are not floats or "helpmates". Having one does not reflect the measure of your self-worth.

11) I used to be really lazy but now I have gain my momentum back. I remembered in primary and high school, I used to be very egoistic and I HAVE to win, which drives all my past success. Now, I am gaining it back. I think I am prepared mentally to face what is ahead of me, in year 2012. The year which I will graduate and such mental strength is required to face the necessary challenges.

12) Only get into a relationship with someone I really like. I have this crazy standard, this long list of requirements and the consequences of requirements not met, written and kept somewhere. Judging from the crazy standards, I guess it would be really difficult to meet someone which hit all the points, which is a good thing.

13) I prefer hanging out with girls now. I used to think that hanging with guys are more fun. But we're all grown up now. Things are different. Having girlfriends are very crucial in life, they are the ones you really pour out your heart to and can be yourself with. You cannot expect the same level of comfort from guys. They are Guys.

14) I felt something for the first time.

15) My first trip outside the country: Bangkok! Looking forward to go Hong Kong soon! :D

16) I am still flighty, volatile and all that but I have it well-controlled now. Besides that, eliminating all that flighty-ness would eliminate the fun, right? I'll keep it for my happy times.

17) As much as I was brought up to be mad at him, but he is still my father. I would regret ignoring and not treating him well than being good to him.

18) I love my sister.

19) I excel at presentations and giving speeches.

20) I am liking black again.

21) Developed a new important trait: Patience.

And my new year resolutions?

1) Enjoy the year. ;)

Thoughts about Marriage as of 21 years old.

I am 21 years and 8 months old, stepping into adulthood. So it's fair to talk about this now. I don't know how much these thoughts would change as I get older.

I remembered that during my younger days, I was a hopeless romantic. When I was just 6 or 8 years old, always imagining myself in beautiful gowns and marrying a prince. I often wondered what kind of boyfriend I would have and how he would look like. As I stepped into my teenage years and looking back from here, right here, right now, though I have not many relationships to count, but there's a similarity among the guys I have eyes for; They are the marriage material.

When I was in my super long relationship, people tend to see me as the "wife" material. Loyal, faithful, self-sacrificing, forgiving, blablabla. Actually I think it's more of a "mother" material. So, if I am really looking forward towards marriage, why did I felt terrified when my ex talked about marrying 2-3 years later? His rationale was that we have been dating so long, therefore we should, get married. We were at the car that time, and I really felt like jumping off at that moment. If we were heading to register our marriage, I would literally do that.

Why? That thought has bothered me for months. Was it because I didn't love him? Was it because I was afraid of commitment? Am I not the marrying kind?

So when I was finally single again, it was sort of my "prime time" for me, because braces off and stuff. I curled back my hair and all that. No, don't get me wrong. I don't enjoy going out with multiple guys at the same time or love attention from random people.

My mother was surprised that I seem happier after the breakup. Always singing and dancing around. I felt like a child again. Perhaps I didn't want to grow up so fast.

Back to the question, am I not the marrying kind?
My mother has yelled at me too many times that I shouldn't get married because I do not do well with house chores and mundane stuff. Cooking is a hassle for me. When I am hungry and if there's people in the house, I would put on my cheekiest smile and then either my sister, dad or mom would cook for me. If I am alone, I would rather just munch on cereals, taking it as an excuse for diet. I even thought that, if one day, I end up cooking for someone, that someone must be really special. Oh yeah, my mother said I am kind of ignorant too of other people when I am at home, like I am absorbed into my own world.

How about what others think of me? There some guys who don't see me as the marrying kind. Their reasons were I like to go out and I don't really give that impression of a good girl who sits at home. Maybe there are some who just perceive me as a "phase," like Summer, the crazy fun girl from 500 days of Summer. There are some others who see me as the marrying kind because of my track record of my past relationship, that I was capable of loving someone for such a long time, in short, they see me as "loyal."

Can I imagine myself dealing with the housework everyday?
Not really.
If I were to really be a housewife, I think the walls will be painted different colours every month and new dishes will be cooked everyday. I am not sure if the house will be well-maintained, but I can be sure that my child will be very well educated.
Will I be the sad one, waiting for my husband to come home to eat?
What if he comes home late?
I don't like waiting and being disappointed.
I think I'll still have a lot of friends and parties to be held every time there is special occasion.
I think I would a bit adventerous with my husband.
To be honest, I am not quite if I could be lucky, to get someone fun, open-minded and adventerous as well as being loyal, faithful and steady?
Wait, what steady?
I want increasing wealth.

I don't see myself staying at home everyday too.
I want to work, like 2-4 days a week.
I'd like to have a bit of independence.

Back to my commitment-phobic thing,
Some said I am just not ready.
Some said I just haven't found the "right" one.
I like the former.

Maybe we are all not ready now.
(Not really, I've seen some of my friends bugging their boyfriends to get married aSAP!)
There's still so much to see, so much to explore
No, not guys, but the world.
Next year, I am 22.
My ideal age is around 28 above.
6 years of messing around, making mistakes before finding the "right" one.
But things happen when you least expected it.

22. Maybe I can afford to not waste time looking for a serious relationships for about 4-5 years max.
Maybe I can still enjoy being unchained for a couple more years (please don't get me wrong, I am not into casual sex, stuff like that)
Maybe I will get bored one day, and look forward to a different chapter of my life.

The Child

As much as we have grown up, there's a child inside of us.


We came to this world, pure and full of curiousity.

Experiences made us who we are today.

So let's take a little step back and reflect.

Every child yearns to be held, shown love and be protected.

We love it when our mother fed us, comforted us when we cry and taught us how to speak.

We love it when she spoke gently and kindly to us.

We waited for Daddy to come home.

We like it when he carried us,took us out, bought us our favourite food and toys.

We want to cling to them and want them to assure us that everything is alright, would be okay.

When we go to school, we wanted to come home and tell them what happened and show them our achievements.

We want them to be proud of us.

But how many people had this privilege of having a beautiful childhood?

Some had parents whom neglected them because of work.

Some had parents whom argued all the time.

Some had a single parent, or none at all.

Some had parents whom simply just scolded and punished their child whenever their child did something wrong, without understanding their feelings and explaining to them properly.

Children are really not stubborn, they just wanted attention.

They just wanted love, hugs and kisses.

The traditional method of punishing, especially usually practised by Asians,

Made them defensive and angry towards life.

So the child carries this emotional baggage into the teenage years and subsequently, into adulthood.

In every partner they searched for, subconsciously, they are searching for something that is lost during their childhood.

Perhaps it's attention, perhaps it's protection, perhaps it's warm touches.

Someone that can make them feel like a child again.

Sometimes, the person placed expectations on the partner.

The good or bad part of their parents.

Like if his mother isn't being nurturing enough, he would expect it from his partner.

Like if her father isn't being protective and caring enough, she would expect it from her partner.

A person whom has strict childhood, yearns for someone who can make them feel free.

The child whom was once struggling to break free.

A person whom has an independent childhood, yearns for someone who can hold them down.

The child whom once wanted attention and stability so badly.

Whoever you're parents are, you would most likely be like them.

If you have strict parents, you would be strict.

If you have ignorant parents, you would possibly be ignorant as well,

And wouldn't desire marriage.

But some wouldn't want to make the mistakes their parents did.

They were determined to give the child a better life.

If you have a father who couldn't even afford to provide you the basic necessities in life,

You would be determined to be rich.

If you have ignorant parents whom expects you to be independent,

You would train your child to be independent too, but you wouldn't let the child fall too hard because you are able to back them up.

If you have a cheating parent, you would vowed to yourself never to cheat or be fearful of your partner and always being suspicious.

Children from good families tend to be less needy when it comes to relationships.

That is why some adults, could still be single even though they're in their 20s.

They always believed that things would be good in the end,

Like how their parents end up to be.

Silly girls go in and out relationships, looking for a replacement for their father.

But perhaps for boys, they avoided relationships because they fear commitment.

To conclude this,

Be a good parent to your child in the future,

Because the childhood will determine the child's attitude towards life.

And be nice to your parents, while they are still here.