What do I want

What do I want.
I need to know.

Okay, I want to write my book.
I want to own a tuition business.
I want to reach 45-46kg.
I want a serious relationship, fooling around is not for me.

So now, I shall focus on my tuition business and continue writing.
Save money as well and workout.

If I get the public bank job, I will go for it.
Otherwise, I will just continue tuition and freelance writing.
And I am going to write my book as well.

I need to feel whole.
Unless the full time job is 2.8k above, only I will accept.
Otherwise, I will just stick to whatever I am doing now.

Okay.
Case close.
Easy. Simple.